you know, sometimes i do wish i had the power to change things.
change it into they way i want them to be.
cause i'm tired of trying to mould them into my ways.
cause at this point of time, no 'things will get better' or even
'look at the bright side of life' could change anything.
cause i've infact stopped seeing the bright side of life, or rather my life.

i do wish i can delete past. delete previous. delete everything else.
i don't need anything, especially those that holding me back.
those that are pulling me apart. those that are in fact very disturbing.

cause at this point of time, i am tired of thinking.
cause i am aware, when i start i'm bound to not stop.
i don't want anymore negative thoughts coming my way.
those up there in mind are already more than enough to handle.
i just want to let go. let go. let go.

on a lighter note, happy 44th Singapore.
may the years to come be filled with lots of happiness for all.

also, happy not so happy nineth girl.

i'll be away till time will tell, busy with prep for exams.
and at the same time busy with LJ.