i think i've forgotten all about my life for the past eight months.
i've closed all doors and i've totally forget that i too have feelings.
perhaps, i was being harsh. way too harsh with myself.
i think it's about time i let loose before the inner gets out of control. and burst out someday.
i think it's about time, i have to get hold of myself.

Cause life is all about hanging on when your heart has had enough.
Its giving more when you feel like giving up.

school's been okaay so far. i think i still can handle this.
presentations are all over. left with the semestral exams.
which is in about two weeks time, and i have yet to prepare for that mind you.
eight modules to go, and i better clear all. i dont want to repeat any.
cause it'll be a bloody waste of time, and i cant afford to waste that.
three yearrs is wayyy more than enough.

i'm tired and shagged from all the travelling to and fro.
and i wish a rich man would just pop me a carrr, BMW please with a chauffeur included i mean.
to send to every where i want. especially so school.
i cant take all the travelling with all the typical singaporeans.
bumping and banging into me like as though i'm as huge as an orang utan,
they just cant say ' excuse me.'
seriously. i have no idea why i took nyp in the first place.
how i wish i could shift nyp nearer to home. -.-

credits low but i totally have to intention of getting a top up card.
cause i cant be bothered. i want and need a new fone.
so rich man please pop me a new fone, nokia 5800 pretty please.

left tragus swelling. my heart's aching.

anyways, get well soon syiqaaah! :D