i have totally no intention of hurting you.

and i'm really sorry if i accidentally did while attempting to help you guys patch things up. really, i feel so bad for everythg that happened today. and i feel as though it is my fault that you did what you did. but, you dont know how it feels to be torn between two parties. there are some things you dont know and i doubt you will understand how i feel cause you're not in my shoes.

i love you both just the same and i cant choose if i were asked too. i tried my best to be fair but it seemed like i failed. i'm utterly sorry love. i have totally no intention of hurting you. i'm sorry.