i.am.speechless

I have no idea why am I feeling this way. But, on a lighter note, I'm glad that I have school to think and worry about, so that I wont be worrying about the wrong things at the wrong time. I feel so physically, emotionally and mentally disturbed. And the best part, I dont know why. Ohamgee. Is there something wrong with me? =.='

I was stuck at home on a public holiday, believe it or not. Holy shit, staying at home means I dont spend money so that's pretty good. Since I've alrd splurge on 5 tops and a bag I bought last week. And, I think I better stop spending cause Mom's gonna give me a piece of her mind if she know how much I've been withdrawing. Ohamgee. I'm gonna self proclaim myself broke cause if not, I'm gonna end up really broke. In which I dont want to (: But, I badly want that Billabong bag I saw at Isetan that day. Oh dearrr! I am so dead if I buy it but I'm dead if I dont buy it either. So either ways its still the same I might as well just get it right ? Heh, may God forgive my spending habits.

I am so free tomorrow cause apparently no one booked me. Okay, I know I'm not a superstar which means I dont have tight schedule of plans. But yeah, urgh whatevar =.=" I think I'm gonna go on with the plan. I might meet Jiwers tomorrow and I'm dragging them to bowling cause its been so long since I last bowled. And, I have to drop my MAKM tomorrow to get my certificate, in the afternoon. Mind you, with all the covered clothes. So I'm hoping that the weather's pretty chilly tomorrow cause I dont want to end up sweating buckets. But on a lighter note, I get to meet those girls so I'm happy giler nak maot. I have orientation to worry about next week. Ohamgee.

And I think I gained God-knows-how-many kilos after eating 3 and a half pieces of pizza for dinner just now. Imagine, 3 and a half. I think I can even swallow an elephant. Shithead, I need to lose some weight. Maybe not alot, just 2 or 3 kaygee so that at least I'm back in shape. I know Dian is gonna kill me when she read this part of my entry. But, I cant help it Dian. I hate it when I look into the mirror and end up seeing a bulging stomach. Very the menyedihkan yknow?

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