Dont promise me.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

So yesterday was spend with all the best girls in the world. (L)

Afghan with ♥Babygirls < NYP with ♥Dayah

Anddd, i got to know things. *keningnaiknaik*

"Yang dikejar tak dapat, yang dikendung keciciran."
I'm right glad I said that to insertnamehere few days back.

Cause that perhaps set him thinking a little.

And till today, he didnt even text, which is way cool.

Cause if not, I'm afraid I'll ask abt what Dayah told me. Heh,

Insertnamehere, i want you to know that I'm 100% positive this time round

that I'm already okay and immune to the hurt you always bring about.

And, just so you know, I've given up on you long long ago. But, if before,

I didnt have the strength and courage to say so.

No, I'm positively sure I'mma be okay. Infact, I'm

perfectly fine if someday you guys end up together. No worries.

I dont need you to sympathise with me. I'm strong.

Though ahteeqah still calls me cengeng, idc (:

Cause I know this time round, I'm not sheding a single tear.

In fact, I was already prepared to face it. And I could feel it coming.

If before, I'll complain and cry when things like this happen.

Now, I can lift my chins up and say, "All the best uh korg."

If before, I'll spend nights crying when I know things that I'm not supposed to about you.

Now, I'm able to sleep well even after knowing all those.

If before, I'll scream in my heart each time my fone beeps cause of your text.

Now, I'm not even excited more like "Okay, dier msg."

If before, I'll hope for something out of each conversation.

Now, I'm just going with the flow.

I'm seventeen now. Crying whining and moaning is way too old school already.

Anddd, insertnamehere is no longer a hot topic.

*Clap hands and runs around in circle*

Dian knows, I know, ♥Babygirls will know, public tak pyh tawu. Heh :P

Labels: Older wiser stronger.

10:24 PM much loves&kisses