Dont promise me.

Friday, February 13, 2009

I hate to be hearing all this coming out of my mouth,
And I hate to admit that I have a hell lot of regrets right now.
Trust me, everything could have been better.
I wish I can turn back time.

I could have been there.
I could have been one of them wearing those uniform.
I could have joined and have my part of story to tell.
I could have been ranting on and on just like them about school.
I could have had smthg to do right now.
Fuck it, I shouldnt be feeling this way.
Especially so, not now.

For now, I shall claim I'm happy with my posting results
and I know I have more to look forward to and only time can tell.
I dont want to have anymore I coulds cause here's to the future.
And I'm done with the past.
I'm happy that I'm in Nanyang Poly.
And I'm happy that I'm doing something I like.
For now, that's what it is and that's the way it should be.

On a lighter note,
I think I have to get myself a job.
And, I have to get myself busy with something so that I can
stop missing school. I have to learn to be independent and not depend
on my parents for money anymore. I'm angry over the fact that my parents
dont want to sponsor me for rebonding, nor do they plan to get me a new fone.
But, even so I'm thankful with what I have now. Anddd, I've promised myself,
I'm gonna work my booties off for those bucks and get all that I want when I
get my first pay cheque. If I get a job that is.
So, I'm proud to say, with effect from today,
I'm gonna go hardcore jobhunting cause I want those bucks.

Annnnd oh yeah,
my baby has been giving me problems.
Which mainly meaaans I need a new companion so that I can keep
my contact with the outside world. But, I have yet to save up.
So, I would appreciate if you guys have patience when contacting me.
Cause I'm not like you guys out there who owns touch screen fones or
anythg of that sort okay honeybunches? (:

The bus ride has got me thinking.
Anddd I guess I have tonnes more thinking to do.
Andddd, a hell lot more talking and reasoning out to plan for.

Bsok Valentine's daayyy sia ~
Abey kecooooh?

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1:40 AM much loves&kisses