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Monday, January 26, 2009














Yesterday was spend with the fellow Jiwers. We planned to meet up at 4 at Parkway Parade cause member confident Parkway Parade ader Sakura ~ Hahaha. But eventually, satusatu janji melayu. Janji pkl 4, but sume lmbt. To top it all, Abg Farhan came at near to six. Since Parkway Parade has no Sakura. We bused down to Tampines and settled down at Pizza Hut instead.

But it took quite a long time for us to get our seats mainly because its a weekend and Pizza Hut was packed with people. So, no choice we had to wait. Waited near to half an hour before we settle down and proceed with the orderings.
Anddd so, there was this handsome guy working there(!) So, the whole time me and Wanny was teasing around about that guy.
" Can I request for that cute guy to take my order? "
Anddddd, that guy actually came by coincidence that is. Abg Farhan confident, talk to him in Malay. When in actual fact he wasnt even Malay. So, the whole time he was showing this blur face. All of us took a peep at his nametag only to realise that he is Mark and obviously, he doesnt understand Malay. Buat kekek jerrr ~ Started eating at near to 8.45. Baikkk kapeee, meet pkl 4, mkn pkl 8 lebih. Hahahah. Then after we're done with dinner, we head off to a nearby blok to sit around for awhile. Anddd we had ghost story telling session. Head off for home near to 11.3o. Caught the last bus home and reached home at midnight.

Today was spend with the family. Head down to Geylang to go to Hjh Maimunah Restaurant to have lunch. According to Moma, Dad brought us there to partly because of my Olevel Results. Heh, bangga kejap girl! Hahaha. After lunch, bused down to Nenek's house to meet with the usual NNC gang(!) Klau dah semua ader, kecohnya mintak ampun. Had dinner there before heading home at around 9 plus. (:

I'm fucking sick and tired off all this. Trust me, I give up. I'm burying my feelings deep down into the ocean. Yknow who you are. Let's not go on with all this. Cause this whole situation can make me go bonkers. Maybe this is what I get for wishful thinking. I dont know, If i at any point deserve to be treated this way, I'll accept this, with an open heart. Cause I swear, I've no more energy to fight with you every single day. I'm learning to understand the fact that we are not an item anymore. Not anymore. Go on hurling those bullshits my way cause trust me, it is no longer inflicting any hurt upon me. I'm too numb to this whole mess I put myself in that I can no longer feel hurt. Annd, dont bother finding me anymore. I'm tired, physically mentally & emotionally.

Labels: Sweets for my sweets. Wishful thinking.










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