Hello 2009, goodbye 2008. 2008 has been a roller coaster ride, with both ups & downs. Truthufully, there's too many things in 2008 that is really hard to let go. Certain things that I've glad I went tru, certain things that I couldn't believe I went tru & of course, certain things that I have yet to go tru. But, all in all, it has been a great year which has made me smile and I'm right glad that I am now able to look back & be proud of the things I went tru in 2008.

Friendship. This two way thing has indeed made me learnt a lot. That its true that friends come and go and only true ones will leave footprints in your heart. I'm right glad that at this point of time I know and realise who matters, who never did, who won't anymore & who always will. I'm right glad that I've lost some & meet then again along the way. I've meet new ones but the old ones are still irreplaceable. And again I would like to thank this bunch of girls; Alyy, Dian, Atiqah, Raihanah & Icaa for walking in when the whole world walks out. & not forgetting, Dayah for teaching me certain stuffs that others couldnt. Thank you girls for understanding me & being there for me through this year. I love you girls a hell lot & I wont trade you girls with anything else in the world. ♥♥♥

Love. This four letter word with a meaning only understood by the heart. Through this year, I was able to meet new people that I eventually fall in love with. Yes, that bunch of people called guys. Thank you so much MNA for the 20 months spent together. You taught me a lot of things and yes, I still owe you an apology. Sorry for every wrong thing that I did, if I ever hurt you in any way. I'm sorry. Then, I met Soccer Boy. Who I fell in love with yet again, not realising that this whole mess was a another game played on me. Perhaps. But again, I forgive cause I know that he too make mistakes. Yes, I cant force love. I cant, cause I have no power to do so. I'm right glad that I realise things fast enough to mend it all myself with the help of gurdian angels. But, then again I shall thank you for breaking my heart cause you taught my heart a sense I never knew I had. You taught me to be strong. Cause I know that along the way I will meet more jerks\guys like you but I will be able to survive everything unhurt cause I was able to go tru it when it was with you. So, I shall thank you for that. Really, from the bottom of my heart. And yes, all the best Soccer Boy in your passion, school & your love life. May you meet your dream girl & please don't hurt her the way you did to me & insert-name-here. Alright? Then, I meet with the Newfriend. & I've yet to know if he is just another jerk & line in the song that will go away & fade off just like the rest, or he will stay & make another history in my life. So, we have yet to see. But that doesnt mean that I have any hopes on you cause I'm big and strong enough to know that nothing is confirm. So, we shall see.

School. This significant part of my life that I have to let go cause I'm over & done with secondary school. Yes, proud to say that. I'm still learning thou, learning to accept the fact that I will once again lose the friends I met in Temasek Secondary School the way I've lost some from Damai Primary School. But I'm happy to know that at the same time I will meet newer ones in the new school I land. (:

This significant year has also made me witness the lost of two of my Jiwers. Not that they went to meet the one above. But, one of them left for Langkawi yesterday & another will be leaving for National Service this coming Friday. Yes, both will be leaving for two years. How sad can that be. Hopefully, we will never lose this bond that we share alright love? I heart you guys till forevar. Please dont ever forget me okay people?

Labels: Happy new year (: