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Tuesday, December 16, 2008

I couldn't sleep the whole of last night. Cause he was running around in my mind too long until I keep crying each time I think of him. The memories I had with him keep playing in mind and I couldnt help myself from crying when I realised that we're not on talking terms. What more, to realise that perhaps I will lose him forevar this time round. Gosh, it hurts. So fcuking real bad. Why does this have to happen to me? And I still dont understand, where did I go wrong to deserve all this? Tell me, where? Just where did I go wrong? And yes, another night spent crying over you. Fcuk it okay.

So yeah, I had trouble sleeping last night. I was awake till about 3 plus or so. Cause I was thinking of someone who on the otherhand was perhaps enjoying his beauty sleep. I texted all my ♥Babygirls at around 2.40am, but none of them reply. Cause I guess all of them was asleep. Nope, I didnt want to disturb their sleep. I needed someone to talk to so badly. & I didnt know who to turn to other than them. So, ♥Babygirls, if you girls received msges at a weird timing during any day asking if you are asleep, that's me. So sorry if I disturb your sleep or anythg of that sort kay.

Anyway, had Kendarat last Sun, but I've yet to get my pay. Kaaaaching ~ Yes uh (: It was sumpah super tiring like mad okay. Like you have to go in&out ten thousand times carrying ten thousand plates. And, the plates are not light okay. So, imagine me, being burried onder ten thousand plates. Kay exaggerate ~ So, there was seven of us in total; Siti Alyy Suhaila Salbiah Farhan Ahmed Fadhil. But Wan, Zul & Fad was also around. And I was partnered with Wan. So I was lucky enough cause he's pretty strong and he was helping me clear the many many main dish, cocktail and teacups while I just had to clear the lesser dish plates. Heh, but still tgn aku saket nak mampos. Cause they kept hurrying us and we had to carry two dishes at one go. And, I fcuking have an issue with forks. Cause I keep dropping them a hell lot of time and keep having to go to the kitchen to get a replacement which make things more kecoh and troublesome! Gahhhh ~ Then, after everything was done. Left fo home via MRT on my own cause Alyy went off with HerKiwi. But yeah, the ride home was great cause I managed to clear some stuffs off my mind & I was an independent girl for the day! Three cheers ~

And today, hit town with Alyy & Kiwi for job interview at Ngee Ann City. After that, went off to Tangs to get my Everlast shoe. But, I'm super sedih cause they don't have a smaller size for that particular shoe I have had my eyes on for so long. So, I was a very sad girl! :( Then, left town & headed to Bugis cause we were supposed to collect our pay. But, the management last minute told us that we can only collect it tmr. Aku sedih lgik! :( So, waited at Bugis with theCouple for bestfriend who went off to Tanjong Pagar to settle his pay stuffs. ^^ heeeh. Then, bestfriend came & we went off to watch a movie. Caught The Day Earth Stood Still. Kinda mendak kay. I wanted to watch Wild Child but they don't have it there. So, I sedih again. After the movie, went Bugis Street. Bought a baju. Dier blanjaaaaa ~ Heee, syg dier! Then, took train and went Eastpoint for KFC ((: Gerek oiiiii ! Ohh yeah, I dont know if I'm seeing things or it was really Soccer Boy that I saw at Bedok Mrt. Gahhhh ~ Whatevar laaaaa kay? Then, bestfriend send me home. ((:

This Friday, tgk movie lagik. Atu Mon, date nan ♥Babygirls, tgk movie jgk. Gerekkkkk [:

" You kan bkn mataer I. Haha." - Quote of the Day from\to Bestf.

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