Dont promise me.

Saturday, December 20, 2008

First of all, congrats An & Dearest Newfriend for the fantabuluz N level results which was released last Thurs. Daa lepas bala korg eyk. Org2 yg amek O's nyer turn laa pulak tak lamer lgik. Gosh, speaking of which, aku tkt nak mampos of O's results. Rumours saying is coming out the January the 12. Siaaal uh, scary maot.

Anyways, I've caught Twilight. Watch it at Bugis Shaw Theatre with Steven the NewFriend, Dayah & Alfie. Cite dier gerek nak mampos, and I tell you, the hero super hot like mad kay. Melts ~ Gahhh, klau dpt matae mcm gitu, tak lpskn sia. Gosh, okay. Then, left for Tepak Sireh for work at about 4.3o while the other 3 made their way elsewhere. Then, work my ass off until 9.30 before heading home with Bestfriend. Yelaaa, im fcuking pampered. Ader org anta balek. Abey asl? Heh ~ Oh yes, and kachhhing masuk lagik! Yeayyyy!

I fcuking so badly want to go for game between Singapore & Vietnam at National Stadium this Sun. An has the tixs and if I want to go, I can get it from him. I want to go so fcuking badly but, I dont know if the Mom and the Pop will allow me to. Tak semestinyer kene blg the truth tol tak? Peng uh nmpknyer!

And ohh yeah, If youre wondering why I appear and sound like I'm such a happy girl now when I was crying like a mad dog weeks before, Its because I've cleared my heart and I think I'm moving one step up. I'm learning to let go and to move on. I've finaaally understood and know why and what happened. And this is about time, I take things on my stride. Take things one step a time. And eventually, let the one i love, go for good. Cause I don't see why I should hold on & fight anymore. So, to that dearest one, I wish you all the best in your future endeavours & hopefully you will find your dream girl soon okay pakcik? And, yes. I forgive but I dont forget. So, there's no reason why I should hate this two people. Yes, I still treat them as my friends and there's no reason why I should sacrifice this friendship.

Labels: Perhaps, I just need time (:

2:44 PM much loves&kisses