my life is going upside down.
i could feel it coming.
i knew it was near.
the moment when i couldnt take
it any longer. & just choose to break down.

i dont know whads wrong.
neither do i know whads not.
so, please. ahh yes. im pleading.
dont treat me like dhis.
cause i aint strong enough to take it.

its just hard. too hard to accept
dhis fact. dhat im just too powerful.
cause ive got the power of invisibility.
& i thank god for dhat.


im sick & tired of everything & anything.
if only you know me well enough to know
dhat i needed someone to talk to.
i just feel like giving up.
on everything im holding onto.
friendship. relationship. studies. CCA. everything !

im not strong.
just another typical loser.
maybe i should just die someday.
& leave everyone in peace & harmony.
or maybe its just me.
& the problem lies dhere,
deep in me.

9:44 PM much loves&kisses

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