Dont promise me.

Friday, November 03, 2006

tuesday .
went jalan raye with the ex-damaians .
was kinda fun . around 17 of us turn up .
syara, hidayah, alya, zah, aishah, azizah,
asryna, nabilah, me, razak, syaiful, alfi,
a`an, firin, syamim, rizal & akhram .
meet up at my hse .
so, mine was ferst .
dhen hidayah`s .
quraishah`s .
azizah`s .
an`s .
razak`s .
akhram`s .
zah`s .
sharil`s .
syamim`s .
arshad`s .
danial`s .
rizal`s .

went 14 hses althogeda . i think i left out one .
taa umah saper . luper laa .

weds .
went lepak with nisa & syara at 718 .
naseb mak bpk dier tk mara .
tapi, kite cume lek kat tangger je .
some weird parents they have .
malam bobal with the adek bradek .
fun (:
miss talking on the fone for long hours .

thurs .
went jalan raye with the temasekians .
neena, dan & aishah reached ferst .
me & alya was the last . haha .
organisers dtg lmbt .
mcm best ! haha .
atiqah`s .
aishah`s .
dian`s .
eena`s .
raihanah`s .
ali`s .
sadiq`s .
mine .

today .
went tamp .
with mich & rai .
walk arnd . bought dhat thingy .
left at 12 .

seriously . im tired of fighting with you .
if you really cant stand my attitude .
dhen, leave me alone .
do you even know how painfool
was all dhat words you uttered ?
no . so, just keep quiet .
you expect me to forget everything dhat
you say . but did you even give me time ?
no . im not a robot without feelings ohkay .
so, stop treating me like one .
i know im stubborn . im bigheaded .
i dont give in to ppl . dhats me .
if you cant stand it, leave me .
no one ever told me such things .
you`re the ferst . the ferst who hurt me dhat bad .

if you really cant stand my attitude .
if you were hurt by my stubborness .
if you really think you`re better off without me .
dhen leave me if you have & want to .

im tired of fighting with you .
cant you just give in to wadevarr i say ?
why must we always fight .

im afraid i wont be able to stand it anymore one day .

4:16 PM much loves&kisses