Dont promise me.

Monday, October 16, 2006

stop treating me like as though im
some seven year old kid . look . im fourteen .
FOURTEEN . big enuf to know whads
good & whads not .

i dont like you kicking a big fuss abt me reaching
home late . look . you should be glad at least i make
an effort to call & tell you dhat im going elsewhere ferst
& im reaching home late .did you even appreciate my
kind act ? HELL NO ! all you know was to scold me
abt every little thing i do . do i look like you punching bag
or sumthg ? im tired of all dhis . i seriously am .

the exams are OVER . but did you even give me time to enjoy
myself ? HELL NO . do you know how much i studied for
the fcuking EOY exams ? did you even care ? obviously no !
now dhat the exams are over , i wish dhat i could get
back my total freedom . but, did you even give me dhose freedom ?
NO . cant you just be nice, appreciate all my efforts & give me
some credits ? dhats all i ask for .

you dont want to see me around with guys .
dhen, whads the point of putting me into a mix school ?
doesnt putting me into some girls school save the trouble ?
you cant expect me to 24/7 mix with girls ryte ? it doesnt
make sense laa please . each time i come home late,
first thing you`ll ask is whether im with a guy or a girl .
whads with dhat ? is it wrong for me to mix with guys ?

seriously . im tired of all these . you treat me like as though
im so small . all you do is scold & nag . i know im much worst
dhan dhose two favourite daughter of yours . but, please .
youre too biased . & dont blame me for turning into some
rebellious bitch ryte now . point back all dhose fingers to yourself .

thanks for making me feel dhis way .
& congrats upon whad you`ve achieved .

rai ; its not your fault .
they are just some pathetic people
with no life . anyway, i wanted
to follow . you didnt forced me to . (:

you ; im sawry for being some asshole today .
treated you like shit . sawry for the poor response
you get from me . sawry for being over emotinal
while i was with you just now .
sawry .

till here .
takkaires .
much loves .

9:18 PM much loves&kisses