Dont promise me.

Thursday, September 14, 2006

life is real unfair .
i cant understand why you have to do dhis to me .
whats with all dhat ?
maybe you`re just taking revenge on me .
but, for heaven`s sake, at least, i didnt go arnd
doing whad you did, BEHIND MY BACK .
why do you have to pay me back with all dhese sheets ?
i`ve already have enuf problems . dont you realise dhat ?
& i guess, you dont . & you enjoy adding to my pain ryte ?

wadevar you may call it .
i`ve had enough .
ferst was him, now its you .
& to think dhat you`re doing smthg behind my back,
in front of my own best friend, you must be dumb .

out of all the thousand guys out dhere, why must it
be him ? bitch, cant you just go get a life & leave him
alone for once ? & btw, thanks for changing the whole
story . youre just one coward, who doesnt dare to tell
the truth, when you face me . know why ? cause you
are in the wrong . as guilty as he is . get dhat ?

btw, thanks for your unsincere sawry . or wadevar sheet
you may call it . like ive always say, enough is enough .
you`ve did it once, you can always do it again . & for your
information, a sawry is not enuf after whad you did .
if you think, i deserve it, so be it . but, IF you think i dont,
pity yourself cause you know i wont forgive you .

after all dhose tears i shed, i realised dhat i meant nuthg to you .
after all, i wasnt your wife ryte ? so, why shud you care ?
i dont need anythg more from you .
& dont blame me if i dont forgive you two .
its not as easy as you think it is .
go through it , & you will understand .

so much for, " i need space & she`s the right person to tell . "
maybe, she was the right person to tell cause she provide
you with all you needs . you`re going too far . you`ve got
to know my limits . dont force me to hate the two of you
till the end of my life . cause if i really do, trust me , you`ll
lead a life in hell . its not a threat . so, you dont have to be scared .

not happy with whad i wrote ?
dhen so be it .
ITS MY BLOG anyway .
whad can you do ?
come & curse me for all i care .
you`re the one in the wrong .
not me . so, i shub be the one
cursing you . not the other
way round . i`ve wrote enough .

to michele, thanks for being dhere.
& sheding you tears . thanks
for providing me with your listening ears
& also you shoulder for me to cry on . thanks
for comforting me .sawry to burden
you so much with all my problems . also, huge thanks
for not keeping me in the dark . i LOVE you ONE .

to rachelle, thanks for spending your lunch with
me , accompanying me walk around the school .
& thanks for the listening ears . huge thanks
for not keeping me in the dark .

to shazunah , thanks for being dhere for me
during hmt lessons . wasting you saliva on all
dhese sheets & dhere she goes, changing the
whole fcuking story .

& last but not least,
to alyani,
thanks for being dhere since lunch all the
way to the ride home .
thanks for doing the talkings on my behalf .
thanks for comforting me .
thanks for all you advice & everything you gave
me today .

till here // one love .

4:42 PM much loves&kisses