Dont promise me.

Saturday, August 19, 2006

sawry for the tyme didnt post . comp was under repair .

so didnt get to go online . but now, i`ll be back in action .
tired of going MIA . ahacks .

she mentioned abt friendship problems
dhat she faced with frens . im not sure who
she was talking abt . but i kinda have an instinct
which says its me, she`s talking about .
everything she says points back to me .
so i cant deny it anymore . i know i somehow
pangseh her alot lately . but, you cant possibly blame
me only ryte ? its lyk, you ureself cant be bothered to
find me , so, why should i ? i do agree dhat i look
for you when i wanted to ask for a break dhat tyme .
& i ask for your opinion for one simple reason, its because
i trust you & i thought, you`ll give me good advice, sincerely .
but i didnt know, you wasnt happy with my attitude towards you .
if you dont like me calling you when i have problems with my
relationship, tell me & i`ll stop doing so . & trust me, i wont
ask for your opinion abt anything anymore . you said, if
i didnt have problems, i wont even drop a call nor a msg .
but at least, at tymes, i do try to contact you & stuffs .
but you ? even when you`re free & all, you dont even bother
contacting me asking abt my life & so on . i know, i havent
been msging you for so long . but, you have to understand .
im using prepaid . & i pay for my prepaid with my own money .
im not like you, who depends totally on your rich parents to
pay for your phone bill . i know, its been a long tyme since we
last go out, take neos & spent tyme togeda . but, im not as free
as you think i am . im taking my streaming dhis year . i cant
possibly waste me tyme on all dhat & make my studies go from
bad to worst ryte ? im just hoping dhat you spare me a lil of
your understanding . its just dhat, you wants people to
understand you, but , you aint doing the same . you`re not being
fair to others darlink . & i cant go on pretending lyk i have nuthg
against you . enough said . even, if your blog post, wasnt for me,
i think, this post still deserve to be here . dont like me, so be it .
dont pretend & curse me behind my back . you`re no better .

i didnt state any names, so i hope i didnt really hurt anyone .
even if i did, it will be due to guilty conscious . saper makan
cili, dier yg terase pedas .

till here // one love .

7:41 PM much loves&kisses