Dont promise me.

Monday, August 14, 2006

ouhkaye . today, everthing went wrong for me .
nuthg i did was right i guess .
ferst thing which went wrong was geog
test . i did study a teeny weeny bit at home
yesterday . but, the moment i heard michele`s
shouting, everything dhat ive remembered frm
yesterday till today was gone in a snap of a finger .
wow ! & the test paper was superb i guess .
so much for studying abt agriculture . a lot of things
dhat i study abt never come out . things i didnt study,
was somehow tested . ass up lerr ~ all thanks to lil froggie .

stomach went * grr ! grr ! * during lunch . sudden hunger
came over me . urgh ! but i managed to overcome
everything & i didnt break my fast . ouh great !

to dhat dearest one ;
ouhkaye . i know it was kinda my fault dhat everything
around us is going haywire . i know, if it wasnt for me,
things like dhis wont happen & you wont be giving me
the cold shoulder now . so, i cant blame you for the lousy
treatment you gave me just now . i know its hard for you .
& i know, whad im doing not only creates a heartbreak in
your heart, i also creates a crack in mine . blame me for all
you want . i dont deny dhe fact dhat it was my fault, but, all
i need was ur understanding . & nuthg more . you asked why
i`m gonna regret whad im doing now when i know i dont
love you, basically its for one simple reason, my heart will
start loving you, the moment you leave my life . its as easy as dhat .
but, i know, you dont understand it . i had a real great tyme
as yur 3 day girlfriend . although it was only a short tyme,
seriously, i appreciate you for giving me the chance of
being loved by you . but, to think dhat you said, you regret loving me,
it hurts so bad . i must have caused a real big heartbreak until you regret loving me .
hate me if you wish to . i dont wanna force you . but,
if you`re willing to treat me as a friend, i`ll be more
dhan glad .

till here // much love .

4:55 PM much loves&kisses