Dont promise me.

Sunday, August 20, 2006

big ego ?
are you sure ? or were you just speaking for ureself ?

hello ! its lyk obvious its dedicated to me . you dont
have to deny sumthg dhats true lah girl . for one simple
reason why you wrote all dhat, you didnt like me in the
ferst place . so, why pretend ? im not stupid ouhkaye ?

you said i had a big ego . so ? its my life dhat im destroying
with my ego . not yurs . so, why bother ? anyways, my life has got
nuthg to do with yurs . since you only pretended to be a friend .
my ego, my problem lah dey .

i can sense you dont like me . you wasnt sincere in the ferst
place ryte . im not like some shitheads who cant differentiate
if someone is pretending or not . im good at differentiating .
or at least, better dhen you .

its true dhat its you`re blog . i cant deny dhat . but, hello !
you dont have to ryte sumthg dhats so obvious .
like, "when you are facing break ups,you find me.
seek for advice. if not, you dont even call. or to spare one msg"
& dhat post was posted a few days after i ask for your opinion
abt the break up . wasnt dhat obvious enough ?

are you sure you can be my shoulder to cry on ?
are you sure you can ? ouh, i dont think so .
cause you dont understand . you`re not the one
i can cry with . noe why ? cause you dont trust me
as much as i do .

i didnt spare a msg ? are you sure ? or was it dhat
you`re the one who didnt bother . each tyme, i wanna
go lepak, i always msg you . so, whose no sparing
who a msg ? me or you ?

girl, dont blame me for calling you a beach .
you made me do so . all thanks to yur
fcuking words . its just as empty as the guys .
nuthg more nor less . its exact same .
i thought you were better dhan her .
but, now i know, whose better dhan the other .
im not saying im perfect or anythg of dhat sort,
but, at least, we or should i say i, dont go arnd cursing my own
" friend " or wadeva shit you may call it & ask
dhem to fcuk off .

attitudes ? you wanna talk abt them ? everyone have
attitudes . dhats for sure . everyone throw tantrums .
but, i guess, no one have a bigger attitude dhan yours .
it just too big for you to comtrol . & pity yourself for
having dhem . its just too bad for you .

1o0% true ? wadeva fcuking shits you said was true ?
how sure are you ? maybe abt those assholic sheets
was true . dhose bad things you stated . but, sumthg
for sure . i used to care a lot abt you . but now , im
starting to regret doing so . cause i know, you dont
appreciate it . so, why should i bother ?

yes . its true . i have those "if you dont bother to find me,
so why should i ? " attitude . i dont deny it . but, you
said i didnt mengala & look for you . do you even have
proof when you said so ? if it wasnt for me giving in to
you, i dont think you even bother to lepak with us
anymore . & you said i didnt mengala ? whad sheets was dhat ?

whose pushing the blame to who ryte now ?
at least, syara did bother to call & spent
tyme talking to me . but you ? its always
me calling & smsing you, cant you realise
dhat ?

ive given in too much to all yur sheets . & you said i
didnt say sawry even if im in the wrong . you`re
also dhe same . with dhat laser mouth of yours,
do you even realise when you`ve hurt
other people`s feeling ? you just go ranting on & on
like no one`s business . girl, everyone have feelings .
so, think abt theirs too .

till here //one love .

12:19 PM much loves&kisses