THE PAINS AND REGRETS IS STILL LIVING IN ME;
I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE
I DIDN'T KNOW THAT UNRAVELLING THE TRUTH
WAS WORST THAN I THOUGHT
OR MAYBE AGAIN,IT'S NOT HIS FAULT
I LOOK AROUND ME;
AND NOTICED I WAS IN THIS WORLD
FULL OF BACKSTABBERS AND HYPOCRITES.
HOW I WISHED I DIDN'T EXIST.

I THOUGHT I HAD FRIEND && FAMILIES .
WHO LOVED ME , WHO CARED ABOUT ME .
BUT AS TYME PASS , I REALISED ONE THING .
EVERYONE WAS JUST PRETENDING .
&& NO ONE FCUKING CARED .

MY HEART HURTS .ITS BLEEDING .
YOU DONT UNDERSTAND .ITS NOT THE SAME .
NOT LIKE BEFORE . DONT LEAVE ME ALONE .
I GUESS I WAS HOPING FOR TOO MUCH .
YOU LOVED ME BECAUSE YOU HAVE TO .
NOT BECAUSE YOU WANT TO .
IS IT SO DIFFICULT FOR YOU TO SPARE
ME A LITTLE BIT OF YOUR LOVE ?
IM LEFT TO DEPEND ON GOD`S LOVE .
&& I GUESS , DHATS ENOUGH .

HAVE YOU EVER FELT HAPPY && GLAD ON THE OUTSIDE ;
BUT SAD && HOPELESS ON THE INSIDE ?
HAVE YOU EVER FELT LYK TELLING THE WERLD DHAT
YOU`RE TIRED OF CRYING ;
BUT THE WORDS JUST REFUSED TO COME OUT ?
HAVE YOU EVER FELT LYK NEEDING SOMEONE ;
BUT YOU REALISED NOBODY WANTS
TO WASTE THEIR TIME ON YOU ?
HAVE YOU EVER FELT LIKE CRYING ;
BUT YOU NOTICED DHAT YOUR TEARS
HAVE ACTUALLY DRIED UP ?
HAVE YOU EVER FELT SO TIRED OF LIFE ;
BUT YOU JUST CANT COMMIT SUICIDE ?
HAVE YOU EVER FELT SO LOVED BY SOMEONE ;
BUT YOU REALISED DHAT IT WAS ONLY YOUR DREAMS ?
THINGS ARE CHANGING && YOU ARE TOO .
IM TIRED OF ALL THIS SHITS IN LIFE .

i shud have been dead by now .

to *** ;
im sorry if i disappoint you with my ans .
you`re too good for me .
thanks for all the sheets . && congrats upon whad you`ve achieved .

till here // much love .

7:29 PM much loves&kisses

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