Dont promise me.

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

hellos hellos;

sry fer not blogging yesterday. i was lazy. as always. had racial harmony day yesterday. && i think, everything went well. ((: && boong ee came. wohoo~ miss her loads. && finally, she`s coming back to skewl tmr.<333
&& koh was fcuking heartless yesterday. he made my group do the debate although he knew dhat our grp didnt bring our materials. stupid. && he was super stingy larr. he gave me an eleven only. fcuk off sia. he`s a bitch.

today was practically fun. especially during art lessons. geraldine && rachelle made me laugh my butts off with the dirtydirty stuffs. hahas. their mind went wild upon hearing the word " milk ". hahas. talked abt loads of stuffs. mostly dirty ones. gerry && me have the same desire. wohoo~ i think, im gonna learn it with her. yay! went home with her. && she crapped again in the bus. made me laugh until i got stomachache. ((:
but, it was damn fun i shud say. dhats today. [=

we are turning into strangers. he changed. dhats whads for sure. he aint the one i used to know. why must ppl change? why cant they stay the same forever? && whad i noe, i want the old him back! its weird taking to dhis stranger. its just dhat, i dont get along well with strangers. cause i dont know them. && i think i dont know a single thing abt him now. he used to be super hyper && always talk a lot. but now, there`s no more hyper-ed him. its just the plain && boring stranger dhat im talking to. && i dont understand why all dhis must happen. he`s been giving me a lot of false hope dhis days. i dont need false hopes && fake dreams. i need real && true ones. not the ones he`s giving me ryte now. && i desperately want him to change to his old self back. treat me the way he used to. && i`ll be more than glad. please && thanks. i just need you to do dhat one last favour for me. && dhen, i promise to leave you alone. you`ll be able to lead your life the way you want it, without me. i dont wanna be a nothing in your life. at least a friend. && i guess, its good enough.

till here; takkaires.
much love <333

5:55 PM much loves&kisses