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Tuesday, June 20, 2006
hellos helloh; boredd lyk hell siakk. chatting on msn with ee-rrahh. kesian dier. i didnt lyn herr dhat much. im so sorry ee-rrahh. im just not in the mood to have fun and talk crapps lyk yesterday. im in no mood aiite now. dunnoe why. feeling down. as always. haishh. things keep on running back in my mind. dhose werds he used to say to me. the way we chatted on msn && so on. haishh. im missing dhose moments badly. if only he understood me enough to know dhat till now, im unable to forget him the way he does to me. if only he noes how much i love him, expecting him to love me back the way i do. omg. freakk shiia. ive spent to long with him && it hurts so bad. aiyoyos. jadik emo plaks. HOHO. but seriouslie, i dunnoe why, each tyme i wanna say i`ve gotten over him, dhere`s lyk dhis one small voive telling me dhat i still love him. no matter how bad or how SETAN-ly he is, he`s still the one my small heart beats for. fcuk!knp siakk?cant dhis fcuking guy simply understand dhat i need him? aper agikk yg dier nk tok buktikn sume nie? aiyoyos. BABII lerr. im too tiredd of all dhis. if only, i wasnt born. wasnt born to feel all this sufferings im feeling ryte now. oh damn! hell yeah, im regretting loving him. and on one side, i do hope he`s gonna love me lyk before. oh gosh. im having a real big freaking dream. just dream on babe. till here; much love. 12:06 AM |
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